Freewriting vs winning

I didn’t blog yesterday. That small fact has filled me with guilt. I convinced myself I would just double blog another time, presmably today. But here I am blogging late into night. Well, 9.15pm, but it’s after my shower and I just want to go to bed. So it is more blogging from the weight of th guilt than any real love to do so.

Don’t get me wrong, I do love blogging. But I want to blog about something… and all my books are in boxes in a loft 300 miles away. It doesn’t make for easy times. Plus yesterday, or so I further convince myself, I continued to publicise my current giveaway for the newly launched scheme of BookItForward UK!

Today is not really any different. I must apologise for the sheer lack of anything of substance to give to you right now. However, I shall impart just a few short words. As Yoda said, Do or Do Not. There is No Try.

I don’t know why I capped up them letters, just thought it would resonate better I suppose. But back to my point. Lately, my life has felt like one heck of a bumpy road. I don’t even know what is going on with my own mental health. Sometime I just get into my car and start crying. An hour later I am laughing about it because how silly is that?! Jokes aside, sometimes it can be really tough to stick to your guns or stand by your words. But despite my heavy doubts over the past few days specifically, I got back on and wrote a blog post.

It is OK not to be perfect, but it isn’t OK to give up entirely. One missed post isn’t anything to cry over any more than spilt milk. Two blogs posts would just be a nasty habit!

Hopefully I’ll have more reviews soon. I was actually going to review the tasty takeaway I had from Golden Wins in Hull, but I ate far too much and felt really ill from fullness. So for the sake of my laptop, I cannot think about that food again so soon. Even this paragraph is quite difficult.

Best leave it there. But just remember, you don’t need to be perfect to be winning. You just have to be doing it.

(picture is, of course, from pixabay. Because that’s what winning looks like).


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